Damned If I Don’t

Oh hello, my soul, it’s been so long since I’ve seen you at home

I know you’re broke just like me heart and my body and

Oh, I’ve been morose cause my life ain’t gone the places I’d hoped

I feel so old, I long for my grave more than you’ll ever know

I loved life once but not I don’t

I know I won’t be quite the same as I was once before

But I still hope

Damned if I don’t

I’m so fucked up x 3

Like some goddamn disease in me

I’m so fucked up x 3

But some folks still believe in me

I’m so fucked up x 3

Like some goddamn disease in me

I’m so fucked up

But I can’t stop believing

In all I’ve been scheming

This life I’ve been dreaming I know

I’m damned if I don’t

solo

I’m so fucked up x 3

Like some goddamn disease in me

I’m so fucked up x 3

But some folks still believe in me

I’m so fucked up x 3

Like some goddamn disease in me

I’m so fucked up

But I can’t stop believing

In all I’ve been scheming

This life I’ve been dreaming I know

I’m damned if I don’t

Oh, I know I’ve grown jaded and frantic and hollow and

Oh, I’ve seen sorrow written on faces of those that I love

But still I know tragedy’s biding it’s time with me oh

I feel so low, I dream about murder and suicide oh

I’ve longed for death to come take me home

But NO! I won’t give up so easily all I’ve worked for

I must be fearless now

I’m damned if I don’t

I’m so fucked up x 3

Like some goddamn disease in me

I’m so fucked up x 3

But my friends still believe in me

I’m so fucked up x 3

Like some goddamn disease in me

I’m so fucked up

But I can’t stop believing

In all I’ve been scheming

This life I’ve been dreaming I know

I’m damned if I don’t